Final Day of AS Examination

AS examination is over !!!!

Now I'm free !!!

Ok, time for a report .....

I woke up about 4am to study and it was raining heavily (T.T) I felt like want to sleep inside the warm blanket but I had to go college to take my last paper, English Literature.

I had running nose while doing the exam. I felt very embarrassed because my nose kept on snuffing and everyone was looking at me. Geezzz, and I even had stomach ache later on. Sigh, I think I didn't do very well in this paper.

Well, it's ok! Cheer up! AS examination finally comes to an end!!! Yahooo, gotta enjoy my life for 1 - 2 months. :D

A day before english literature paper

Just come back from the college. Hmmm, well, I don't know if the informations given by the lecturer is really useful but I think it helps more or less. I'm really nervous although I was more nervous a day before law and business paper. It's not like I have confidence but at least I can write something for english literature.

Dang, my emotion is swinging up and down lately. After exam = Happy just like I hit the jackpot. A day before exam = very emo just like I lost all my money. I can't endure this any longer. My lecturer warned us that we can't fail this paper otherwise it would be very difficult. They will change the poems next year.

Hmmm, I should do my best :D

Third Wave

Oh, another paper is coming again!!!

Just received a sms that I've to go to college for the useful information that can help us to answer the English literature paper according to the the lecturer. I hope it's really useful and I wanna to pass!!!!

Now is 1.00AM (Tueaday) and I have exam on wednesday. I have to study and stay away from the computer again after I switch off the com later. I really hate this kind of feeling and especially when I was alone in the exam hall.

I prefer to stay by my mom's side although she likes to nag sometimes. It's very warm and I feel secured. Anyway, I hope I can pass all the subject so I won't make my mom feels sad.

It's time for praying again. I know I didn't work hard but at least I have improved a little bit if not much? I really need to work harder on next semester. Thinking back when I was still a child, my mom had done a lot for us. Sigh, I don't want to make my mom feels sad and I'm really sorry if I do.

Graduation

My graduation? No!!!

It was my students' graduation. :)

I just come back to my house from a kindergarten graduation celebration. I just went there to help them out but what really surprised me was the principal asked me to stand with them as a part of the teachers because I used to be the kids' sensei!

I was like "What!? I have resigned and I was just a substittue teacher!"

She said it's ok because I were their teacher after all. Haha, I felt very embarrassing because I was the only male teacher at there.

Somehow, I felt happy at the same time because I used to be their teacher although it's a very short time. Now I understand why Yankumi cries when she sees her students graduated. (Teppei is one of her students in Gokusen 2 :P)

I don't really understand myself. I like to be emo all the time but it's really surprising that I felt happy over this matter and even now, I'm still excited :)

Today is really an unforgettable day :) Oppss, I mean yesterday. Now is 2.38 am :)

Nervous

-.-ll I really hate a day before exam. Why? Because I would have stomach ache and get very nervous. I just hate this kind of feeling. Haizzz...

Went to have a walk with my mom just now and I feel better now. My mom comforted me and she said don't worry and do my best. I was very embarrassed and told her that I've confidence with myself that I will pass and I might retake to get better grade. She answered me I don't have to retake if it meets the requiremnt to apply for the PTPTN (education fund).

I replied to her that I'll pay for the retake fee if I want to get the better grade or any unwanted occurance happens. I guess she knew what I was trying to mean and she nodded her head gently. Although she nodded her head but I think she will pay for me if I want to retake to get a better grade.

Hmm....just try my best on tomorrow's paper

Owata (It's over)

This is a very cute video ~~~

I was studying and really depressed but this clip lighten up my mood.

I like how Miku Hatsune's reaction: <(^o^)/ YaY! I'm screwed!!

LOL, literally owata means it's over / I'm screwed!!!

It reminds me of my exam. I'm studying real hard now to make a pass!!!

I hope I won't be like Miku Hatsune which I have to do the same reaction: Yeah! I'm screwed <(T.T)/

Just gonna do my best !!! Tomorrow is the last day for me to do revision. I hope I can pass my business studies!!!

Driving License

It's time for me to get a license, I guess.

I wonder that person who promised me will pay driving lesson fee for me still remember his promise.

I'm gonna talk to him after AS examination is over. If he breaks his promise, then I won't be getting driving license because it's not important for me.

I'm really short of money now. I have to pay for the Japanese class fee in Dec and tuition fee. I wanna to buy Hey!Say!JUMP 2010 TEN JUMP concert too! There are too many things I want to buy but too little money for me to spend!!!

Second wave

It has been awhile since my last update.

I was in holiday mood and being alerted to prepare for sitting another paper.

I have went through the first wave (law papers)and .....

Now, second wave is coming!!!

Business Studies !!!

Dang, I haven't done my revision yet and only 3 days left.

Have to force myself to do some revision today because I have stopped revising after studying chapter 1.

I aim for the pass ~~~

God, please let me pass !!!

First Paper (Law)

Oh no! I screwed it! Seriously, yes, I did!!!

I wrote 3 pages for question 1, 2 pages for question 2 and 2 paragraphs for question 3. I'm really disappointed that statutory interpretation wasn't asked on the paper!!! I memorized everything even the latim terms but it didn't come out. I feel very hurt that I couldn't write anything about delegated legislation which I though I've mastered it. My brain jammed there!! I should have done some revision on delegated legislation and not only statutory interpretation!!!

I mustn't fail! God, please help! I can't afford of failing!!! Please.... (T.T)

A day before the exam

Tomorrow is the first day of the AS examination.

I'm really sick of it because I'm now sitting in front of the table studying for hours. This is what usually I don't do. I did my revision sometimes but I wouldn't sitting there for hours just reading the same book and worse, same page. I really hate first day of examination because I guess I've exam phobia. I can't sleep a day before the exam and keep thinking about it such as "OMG, what should I do if I can't answer the questions?" and "OMG, what if they ask the questions that different from what I read in the textbook?" !!!!

I had a major exam about the same time with AS examination in last year. I was blank on the first day and the first paper of the examination. It took me 15mins to convince myself that I was sitting in the exam hall and I didn't have much time, faster write something on the paper. During that time was still ok because that paper wasn't that hard for me.

How about tomorrow? It's lawwww!!!!!! Haiz, I'm very worried. Dang, I want to passssssss!!!!! God Bless ~~~~

Kindergarten "Trip"

Followed to my mom's working place.

Haha, I was very happy and I didn't feel much stress and just kept on studying whenever I like and took a break whenever I feel want to. Some kids were cute there. They reminded me when I was in my kindergarten time.

HEHE....

In conclusion, I relaxed more than I studied.

Anyway, I realized that I feel very happy with my mommy and aunties although they do look down on me sometime.

Now, I feel a little stressed because I didn't have much time to study. Let things go natural ~~~

If you say impossible before you even try, you'll never accomplish anything

I was very worried with AS examination but I feel better now.
That's because a quote that said by Teppei in a movie came into my mind.

He says "If you say impossible before you even try, you'll never accomplish anything". Thank you, Teppei :D

That's so true and I only know how to say "I can't do it" is really wrong. So what if the result isn't what I want? At least I've tried !!! At least I don't give up!!!Keep on saying "NEVER or I Can't do it" is really irresponsible and doesn't help anything. Why don't I just try my best? At least there is a hope.

Yeah, I've decided to try my best and no matter what I get for AS examination, I'll accept it ~~~

Besides that, special thanks to my brother because he comforted me and asked me to do my best and not to worry about the grade.

Study!!!!

AS examination is coming realllllllllllll soon!!!!!

4 days left!!!! Sigh...

Have to follow my mom's to kindergarten there and focus on my studies!!!

Hopefully I can get a get a flying colour result!!!

Ganbatteeee!!!! Fight-o!

Facebook Fan page

I don't understand why some people want to create a fan page so badly and delete it later on.

I don't know why but I got really pissed when they decided to delete it without reason when it's a place for all the fans to gather together. Please tell us a reason why this fan page has to be deleted and not simply throwing a tantrum just because of a person's commented something negative. I really get annoyed when the fans were asking for the reason why this fan page has to be deleted and the answer was "because of me me meeeeee"! =.=ll What's that? Morse codes?

Haiz, maybe that fan page is a very small thing for the creator but it means something to me. I feel really happy to chat with the fans at there. Yes, the feeling might not be as strong as hitting the jackpot but at least enough to keep me feel lively.

Final Class

After having away from the class for about three weeks, finally I had a class in this morning.

It wasn't really a class but more to a seminar. I feel better now after attending for the "seminar". It boosts up my confidence.

I will try my best in the exam. :)

BTW, I feel my english is getting worse. Sigh....I've to do a lot of practice!

WaT single and My Fav Girl DVD

These are what I ordered in the early of september and arrived to my house a week ago. :) I only have the time to upload it to the blog now

Actually I only ordered the latest single and My Fav Girl dvd but there are mini photobooks inside My Fav Girl dvd case. So yea, I bought two items but it seems like I bought a bunch of WaT merchandise.

As for the big photobook behind there, I just put it as a background. I bought that long time ago. I never thought those dvds would arrive so early. Much earlier than I expected.

26th September 2010 - That day was really a fruitful day for me

Faggot Man

Aren't you ashamed to call yourself as a leader of a family?

You've been sitting in the house for the whole day while your wife working at outside for the whole day. You even scolded her because you thought she didn't buy you a dinner when actually she did?? Don't you feel sympathy or grateful to her walking under the rain just to buy us a dinner?

As a man, shouldn't you buy a dinner for your wife when you aren't working? It's ok if you don't but please don't scold your wife whenever you like and whenever you feel like want to. I don't know what kind of human you are. Keep ranting how hard your work is and keep saying you won't be working as contractor in your next life. That also if reincarnation does exist.

OH MY GOD!!! What job can go back to house and interrupting your sons at 2p.m? What job can go back to watch dramas whenever you feel want to? Every job has its own difficulties and not only contractor. If you feel so bad being a contactor, then just be a cleaner in your next life so you don't have to use your brain to work.

Pirate Crews

Haha, I found Nico Robin flag on internet!

Cool! I want to be her crew!

Haha, although I'm not good in fighting but I can eat devil fruit to increase my fighting ability!!! I want to eat Hie Hie no Mi devil fruit so I can be as strong as Aokiji, an ice ability user!

Hahaha :)

OMG

OMG, what did I do? I talked a lot and bored out someone.

Alright, don't repeat again. Time to study ~~~

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I have nothing to say....

There was a very nice song on youtube with the perfect mv. I don't understand why it has been removed. Well, there are many things that don't have good reason to explain why it happens. Sometimes, I just wonder....why?

Water Fish

"Water Fish" is a term to describe a fool has done something that bring loss to himself. It's a very famous term for girls to use it on guys after taking advantages from them.

Today, I've been a "Water fish" myself. My classmate asked me to treat them a bottle of mineral water. I'm ok with it because it only costed me RM1.70. I don't really consider has done something stupid on this because a bottle of mineral water isn't really that expensive and if she was asking me to treat her a meal, I would say no. First, I don't want to be "Water Fish". Second, I don't have money and third, I don't want my friends to tease me and say I'm so rich and i like the girl that's why I treat her a meal and etc.

And now comes the biggest reason why I say myself is a "Water Fish". I was looking a card for my friend. I saw two appealing cards. I'm someone who very concerned about the price so I went to check for the price and it's written 2.99 US dolar. After converting it to RM, it would be around RM6. It's still ok, imo. However when I was making payment, the actual prices scanned by the cashier were RM11 and RM16 respectively. I was like shocked and I didn't know why I handed over the money.

After making payment, I rushed back to the cards selling department. I asked the staffs about the price because it's written 2.99 USD and why it turned out to be RM16 and the another one was RM11, total RM27. She checked for me and said: Yes, this is the price. The cashier didn't make a mistake. I was stunned for a moment. Seeing my facial expression, that staff asked me why didn't ask her the price first and "Hallmark" is a branded company.

OMG, Who cares hallmark is a branded company or cheap company?! The matter is 2.99 USD written there! I was like ok, calm down. Nvm, just assume it as a lesson. It's my fault though. I shouldn't pay to the cashier if I found it's too expensive. So what if the cashier has scanned the price? I could just say: I don't want, it's too expensive! Although it's quite awkward to say so but I rather say it than becoming a "Water Fish".

Haiz, I must remember this incident in my mind! I mustn't repeat the same mistake. It's not like I'm a stingy person but these card don't worth it. With RM 27, I could buy a present rather than cards! Well, forget it and take it as a lesson rather than keep ranting the same thing because it's useless now ^.^ LOL, the receiver must treasure my cards because it's not ordinary cards and the most expensive cards I have ever bought...

Speechless....

Another dull day....

Morning - busy with the exam paper. I'm going to screw it. Why? Although I could write but I know I won't pass.

Noon - I was so bored... sitting in the train while watching the rain falling from the sky. It could be happier if my friend wasn't there because I like to enjoy the moment of being alone in public.

Night - I got the MVP card from an online game. I was so happy and very disappointed later on because the card has changed its effect. That card is pretty useless now. Oh well, few more mins until Gods of Honour would be on TV. Guess what? My father turned off the TV. It's too late to do anything because I would get scold from him if I open the tv back. It's not like I don't want to stay in front of the tv but there's nothing to watch between 10.30pm - 11.29 timeslot.

Anyway, I know no excuse will be accepted. Though, he would let me to open the tv again but I have to let him to nag me which is a thing I DON'T WANT IT TO HAPPEN. I rather miss an episode than letting him to nag me.

The end. Another day has passed just like that.

I've been complaining a lot lately...

I've been thinking too much and I feel a little unhappy. That thing shouldn't be a problem but IT IS for me.

Sometimes, I really want to give up and stop dreaming. However, that dream brings happiness to me so I don't really want to give up.

Anyway, I've relied too much on it and now it has become back fire. I've put too much of my feeling on it until I can't pull myself out.

Actually, all the problems come from myself, my brain. What for I feel unhappy for something that is none of my business? Don't I have something better to care?

Yes, I do but I don't seem to care about it. My world has turned upsidedown.

There's only way that can make me feel better, however, it doesn't seem to come true...

and...so what if it comes true? It's not my business, but, I really wish for it.

Best Student ~~~

I found a very interesting article! I feel like want to buy this magazine :P Too bad this magazine was very long time ago (T.T)

Translation:
Japan's Idol magazine JUNON made a survey on 1000 readers to choose 'the best male student', 'the best female student', 'best class monitor', 'king of the school', 'queen of the school' and the 'best class teacher', in the hearts of the student, all of the canidates are the most popular idols now, showing the favorites of the teenagers now towards an idol.
At last, Koike Teppei who has always given a sweet smile and has a cute image was the winner of the 'best male student' with 833 votes, winning Oguri Shun who has only gotten 523 votes.
While 'the best female student' was Nagasawa Masami who acted alot as a high schooler was in first place with 566 votes, followed by a young actress Saeko who got second place with a difference of a few votes, and third place was Aragaki Yui with 326 votes.
Not only that, Nagasawa Masami was also the winner of 'queen of the school' while 'king of the school' and 'best class monitor' won by Oguri Shun and Wentz Eiji. As for the 'best class teacher' was definately won by Nakama Yukie, her kind hearted teacher image in 'Gokusen' gave a good impression to all people.

P/s: I think it's a multiple choice survey. As you can see, many artistes are on the cover of the magazine ~

Somehow, I realize it's better for something to be kept as a secret forever.

Reality is cruel, this saying is so true.

I should go to do revision instead of thinking nonsense here but I just can't concentrate on my work.

I really hope it goes just like what I think.

My biggest wish for now. Hope it will be granted ~~~

Wasting time

Duh, what am I doing here? What else? Wasting time....

The worst is, I have wasted my time on something that I don't willing to waste on it. Such as? Wasting for the bus, sitting silently in my grandma's house, letting my uncle to insinuate me and so on.

Geez, can't I use them on something that is more beneficial? Ok, well, maybe not beneficial but something that I willing my time wasted on it? Such as Teppeing, playing games, shopping, and more. Although, this kind of things are considered as wasting time but they don't really wasting time in my point of view.

At least they bring some happiness to me and not pissed me off. If I can choose where my time can be spent off, I would say travel to Japan where I can see Teppei and traveling at the same time.

My Wasted Weekend

I totally pissed of in these two day!!

Where should I start the story?

Hmmm~~
On this friday, I went to CC while waiting for my mom to come back from her workplace because I forgot to bring my key. I found a very interesting game called Red Alert 3 Uprising! I was addicted to this game and I wanted to buy this game so badly. Despite I was a dimbo in computer thingy, I still insisted to buy this game.

On the next day, I walked to the nearest PC game shop which wasn't really near to my house and bought the game. As a result, I couldn't play the game because I had no idea how to install it. I spent 3 hours on it to look for the matter but the result was still the same. I followed the instructions from internet and somehow I made it worse, the game crashed and bla bla bla. Well, what is game crashes? Who knows?

I felt very pissed off because Mock exam is coming and I thought I could play a game to enjoy myself before facing the mock exam. Therefore, I went to search a game on internet called Dreamer RO because I saw my friend playing this few days ago. It looked very interesting ~~~ However, the snail moving internet connection totally spoiled my mood because it required me to download the game about 8 hours!

OK, fine! I ON my com for the whole night just to download that game. Unfortunately, it got DC on the half way!!!!!

I WAS LIKE TOTALLY PISSED OFFFFFF!!!!! I've just wasted my weekend without doing anything!!!!!!

Oh No!

I'm seriously in trouble!

AS examonation is in Oct which is another 1 and 1/2 month to go and I'm still very blur in studies!

Mock exam is JUST two weeks later! Sigh, I've to study really hard but then there is something disturbing my mind. Hope it just goes like what I'm hoping for.

Plzzzz....God....PLZzzz...grant my wish so I can study without any worries.

WaT (君が僕にkissをした ) New Song ~

君が僕にkissをした

Nice to see them being together again!
I prefer Teppei as a singer more than an actor ~~~

He has focused more on acting field in these years and I really miss his songs especially their classic song, Bokura No Love Story ~~

Glad to know that he's gonna to release another single in September.
Can't wait for his new single in September!!

Anyway, I'm gonna enjoy his current single first :)

Cosplay Event

DONE at last! It's super tiring to upload all the pictures one by one!

I went to a cosplay event on last sunday and had an opportunity to take pictures with so many handsome and pretty cosplayers ~

Haha, I don't look very good compared with them. It's ok. I'm gonna show all the pictures although I look ugly in them.


Hehe, soldiers from Star Wars. They were so cool!


This soldier looks very familiar to me ~ I think I've seen him in a game or somewhere else.


All the anime characters assembled together ~~~


COOL! I love this picture the most. From left to right: Kaname, Shiki and Rima. They are characters from Vampire Knight! Too bad Yuuki and Zero weren't there (T.T)


LOL....


Itachi Uchiha from Naruto. That cosplayer looked too young to be Itachi. I thought he was cosplaying as Sasuke at the first sight but he's actually cosplaying Itachi because he's wearing Akatsuki uniform. This cosplayer was quite good-looking.


Kurosaki Ichigo from Beach!


Tamaki from Ouran High School. He was the winner in cosplay competition.


I've no idea who he is. Yes, "HE". Although the character was a girl but that cosplayer was actually a guy.


The battle between Bleach and Star Wars.


MISA!!! That girl was holding a death note!


A character from Star Wars?


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LOL, a mage? Which anime is this character from? Simply took a picture with him :P


Harry Potter on left hand side. Terui Rui on the right hand side (from Kamen Rider W).


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This cosplayer was very funny. He kept showing pose all the time.


FIGURINE!


Darth Vader


Darth Vader tried to save his laser sword battery.


Scary, huh?

Tadaima ~

Tadaima~ I'm back ~
Oh, a great hug from Teppei because I'm back? ~~~

Has been a month since my last update. It's time to update my blog ~

Actually, I don't feel motivated to update my blog like I used to be. My blog is very quiet now and I really get annoyed with my computer screen. Before updating it to Window 7 which was XP, my computer screen was widescreen. Now, it has changed to "narrow" screen (?), lols.

Teppei wallpaper that I'm using now was designed to fit in my widescreen computer with two teppei(s) on the side while one teppei at the middle. Now it has become totally a mess. Arghhhh.

Ergh, there are lots of pictures that I want to post on my blog but I've lost my cable (T.T).

BTW, WaT has released a new single ~ Hooray! Can't wait to get a copy ~

LAN Subject

Orz

Bad News alert!

An addition subject has been added on my schedule! (T.T)

Besides that, Saturday is no longer a holiday for me! I've to go to college on every saturday starting on two weeks later.

NO! I barely to get enough of sleep lately and why do I have to go college for this lame subject? It's so boring and that lecturer is way too patriotic! How could we support M'sia in world cup tournament when M'sia has been kicked out long time ago?

Tch......

Well, I must be positive! Yeah, I'll get pocket money for Saturday too! From RM100 raise to RM120 per week ~

Money makes the world go round. Do you believe this? No, I don't because I only believe Money makes my Teppei's album collection into completion!

Blog Address

I've been thinking this for so long.

Lamfungsupporter-reevefung.blogspot.com (=.=ll)
Shall I change my blog address? It sounds very cheesy!

OK, I've decided to change it!

Fight-O

This is the first time I studied until 3am.

I got very tired of life sometimes.

There are too many things that I don't want to see but it appears right in front of me.

There are too many things that I don't want it to happen but it has happened or happening.

Well, guess I've to be patient and there is still long way to go.... Seriously, I've to learn "LET IT GO" attitude. There are too many things that I can't let them go, therefore I find myself unhappy all the time. :(

Life is learning process. Just learn it slowly ~ And I'll always remember Yankumi's quote.

"FIGHT-O"

Assessment (part 2)

Hoho, as expected I did it very badly in my first paper of assessment ~

I just simply wrote something on the paper ~

I don't really have much to say for now...just wait for the result and ganbatte for the next paper ~

I miss Yankumi very much all of sudden and I'm going to rewatch Gokusen X)

Assessment

Orz

I'm going to have my assessment this friday (T.T)

Law is my first paper and I'm reading Judicial Precedent and Common Law & Equity. I'm going to face many questions about these chapters on friday.

Yeah, two chapters only but don't underestimate them. You might be "assassinated" by them in no time!

*sigh* I'm already ready to be assassinated by them !

Pancake

Pancake!

I had this for my breakfast today and it was very yucky! Yes, I repeat, YUCKY!

I always heard compliments from my friends about the McDonald's pancakes and arabic coffee so I got very curious and went to try it out this morning.

The Arabic coffee was miserable. It was tasteless. The pancake was ok but I couldn't eat more after eating half of it. I forced myself to finish it off and I felt like wanted to throw up. Lols ~

I would never want to eat pancakes anymore ~

College Life

Although I didn't update my blog about two weeks but I feel like it has been months since the last update.

College life is really busy because there are lot of assignments and presentations that I've to do. Just entered the college for about two months and there is an exam waiting for me already. assessment

Gosh, I'm very scared that I would fail in my exam. Yes, this exam isn't really important but still, I don't want to fail. Well, who wants to fail in exam anyway?

Now I only realize that it's not easy to study A'level ~

Therefore, I need Teppei to recharge my energy! He is going to release two albums in summer! YEah! But wait! When is summer? LOL! It's in August if i'm not mistaken? I've only summer in my place so yea, I can't really tell when is summer, winter, spring or autumn :P.

Is it cool to have eternal summer just like mentioned in a poem, "Sonnet 18" by William Shakespeare? I can be very sure tell you, NO! I've never seen snow in my life! What I've to endure everyday is the hotness and humid weather!

Anyway, I don't mind to endure the hotness that comes from Teppei just like the picture above ~

Final Chapter of Digimon

The ending of the digimon is very touching T.T

I had my teary eyes again when watching all the digimons waving their hands and calling out their masters' name while running to catch up with the train at the same time.

Gosh, there are lots of touching scenes in the final episode. T.T

I feel a little sad and lonely after watching Digimon. I don't know why but maybe I just got too obsessed. Maybe I just found that people in digiworld are far more better than the people around me. Or there could be another possibility that their relationship are really fascinating and I'm fascinated. Lol...time to wake up and I have to prepare for my english literature presentation tomorrow, BORING!

Goodbye, Digimon ~