HE IS VERY CUTE HE IS VERY HANDSOME HE IS VERY COOL HE IS VERY KIND HE IS VERY CLEVER HE IS VERY TALENTED HE IS VERY GENEROUS HE IS VERY SELFLESS HE IS VERY AWESOME HE IS VERY BRILLIANT HE IS VERY GOOD HE IS VERY GREAT HE IS VERY WONDERFUL HE IS VERY POLITE HE IS VERY NICE HE IS VERY SPLENDID HE IS VERY HARDWORKING HE IS VERY LOYAL HE IS VERY FAITHFUL HE IS VERY GENTLE HE IS VERY SOFT
HE IS VERY BEST HE IS VERY RESPONSIBLE HE IS VERY INDEPENDENT HE IS VERY BEAUTIFUL HE IS VERY HONEST HE IS VERY SUPERB HE IS VERY GORGOEUS HE IS VERY MAGNIFICENT HE IS VERY PRETTY HE IS VERY GOOD LOOKING HE IS VERY LOVELY HE IS VERY OPEN-HEARTED HE IS VERY HEARTY HE IS VERY HIGH-MINDED HE IS VERY SKILLFUL HE IS VERY WISE HE IS VERY INTELLIGENT HE IS VERY SENSIBLE HE IS VERY RATIONAL HE IS VERY REASONABLE
HE IS VERY BRAVE
HE IS VERY RIGHTEOUS
HE IS VERY FASHIONABLE HE IS VERY HUMBLE HE IS VERY PERSONABLE
HE IS VERY ENERGETIC
HE IS VERY SEXY HE IS VERY NOBLE HE IS VERY PERFECT
HE...HE...HE IS TOO GOOD TO BE DESRCIBED BY WORDS~
Many problems in my life need to be settled now...
Sometimes, I really feel tired with my life. I usually feel low spirit in the morning for some reasons.
I feel like this world is very sad and lonely. Few days ago, I couldn't even sleep thinking about my father's action. I kept thinking "Why does he do this to my mom and my family?". Seeing other have good father make me wish to have one. I want a father that willings to protect me but too bad this will be always stay as a dream. I have told myself not to care about him for countless time and what he does is not my business but this is really something very difficult to do. I will feel burning heart everytime I see him treat his godson/goddaughter goodly. It's not like I want him to torture them but just please treat me equally too. Well, I don't demand for something that can't be achieved but it's hard to control my feeling though. Actually, I have already used to this. I'm 17 now and I thought I can overcome this but it's just like when you get older, the hatred gets stronger too. Oh, crap! I'm not going to say this anymore...
The second problem is I can't decide on which college is the best for me and I should go to!!! Actually, I still have plenty of time to think since I have chosen to start my college life in March but my mother is sort of forcing me to decide now because they will give RM300 discount for registration in this month. I still have few days left to make my decision!
The third problem! I've lost my trial result paper. I heard they will gonna to use this for registration. Haiz, I feel headache now....Guess I don't have choice now but call to the receptionist and ask for help.
Fifth, this is something really stupid! The inner side of me created this problem for me. Guess what? I'm afraid of ageing! I never thought I would concern about this because I used to confort many girls not to worry about ageing but now I've become just like them! I'm really afraid of reaching 40. Not only myself but my idols such as Lam Fung and Teppei! Yes, maybe it's still too early for me to think because Lam Fung is just 30 and Teppei is still young. But....I'm watching Lam Fung to grow year by year. I started to like him when he was just 21 and with a blink of eyes, he is already 30. Wow, I'm afraid to blink my eyes for the second time. Somehow, I think myself is a weird guy. A really weird guy. This problem wasn't a problem for me but why, now, it becomes a problem for me? I know this is the process of so called LIFE. Someone will be born and has to face illness and then death. Actually, I've thought an answer for why am I afraid of reaching 40...
I think it's just because I've used Teppei and Lam Fung to replace my father's position and they do give me happiness more than father does. So, I just don't want their lovely and cutie smile to fade away as human will full of lines on their face at 40. LOL...although I know this answer is very lame but I can't think of any other than this. Since I can't change anything so I think I just have to live with no regret and do something that I can do while we are still young!
LOL~ Yeah, my next goal is go to Japan and meet Teppei Koike!
Have you planned anything on your Christmas day? If you haven't planned anything yet, I suggest you to better plan now! Christmas is just around the corner which is around 22 hours left! Hehe, guess everyone is busy with their own stuff already so I won't write a long "essay" again on today!
Let's watch WaT Christmas Greeting clip together on this wonderful Christmas eve!
They are so cute, right?
Hehehe, I assume I've received Teppei and Wentz's Christmas greeting already!
Thank You, Teppei and Wentz! :P
Merry Christmas to both of them and everyone~ Have a wonderful Christmas with your beloved one!
Last saturday, I went to Raymond Lam's Christmas concert in Genting. The concert was awesome. However, the weather was too cold. It was around 13 degree but I still enjoyed the concert. Fung looked very handsome on that day and he made the stadium full of warmth. He sang very well and full of emotions Plus, he also cracked me up by telling few jokes. Hehe...Fung is really awesome and adorable!
After the concert was over, I wandering around with my mom because we didn't book any hotel. All the hotels were fully booked. Later on, I found out Fung stayed in Highlands hotel so I rushed to Highland Hotel's lobby without hesitating. After waiting him for awhile, finally, he appeared! I saw him walking towards the lift and took the lift to 16th floor.
Haha, thanks God, I made it on time and saw him very clearly. But then, he had gone in a blink of eyes. I had nothing to do after that and luckily Fox called me at that time because she wanted to meet me. She told me that she would be waiting me at the Resort Hotel's lobby. I didn't know where was the Resort Hotel so I just followed the guidance of the signboard. Around 10 mins, I reached a hotel's lobby and I bumped into Maythong.
I felt glad to see her so I asked for her help to guide me to Resort Hotel. I was shocked when she told me I was standing at the Resort Hotel's lobby and Fox was just standing over there. I looked around and saw two girls were playing around. Fox was one of them and a girl was carrying her!!! Maythong walked to her and said "Reeve is here". I was like "HEY, DON'T CALL HER. I'M NOT READY YET!!"
But it was too late!! Fox had already seen me. Fox, Naive and her friends ran to meet me. I was very nervous when they were around me. OMG, that was my first time meeting fox. She looks better in real life and her voice is very sweet. LOL. I was very embarassing because I wasn't ready yet so I found an excuse to go to the washroom and make myself to look better.
They didn't book hotel too and she told me they would wander around same like me. I bumped into her for few times in Genting and waited Fung coming out from the hotel together for 30 mins. Too bad I had to go at 6am because I had to go back KL. All of us couldn't see fung coming out from the hotel because they left Genting at 8am. Therefore, it's still a mystery when did fung come out from the hotel...lol!
I've no idea which college is the best for me. Out of the colleges, ATC and Brickfield are the best for me, in my opinion. Brickfield is more famous i guess but both colleges are top law school in malaysia.
ATC is nearer but it doesn't look like a school. It's more to a building. Plus, it's an old building. I went to a visit today and I feel satisfied overall. It's not that old inside of the building and well-equipped.
As for the Brickfield college, it's more to a school because it's huge (heard from my friends, I've never been there before). Brickfield is on the top and a college of london. Well, this is all what I heard from my friends.
BTW, Christmas is coming and I bought a nice christmas hat!
I've just finished my exam on yesterday! I've bought a Teppei photobook to reward myself!!
A teacher in my mom's kindergarten has resigned and there is an empty place now. Kindergarten is going to reopen soon and she asked me to become a part time kindergarten teacher first if they can't find any teacher.
Shall I accept the offer?
Becoming a kindergarten sensei sure is fun but I feel like very weird. Mostly kindergarten teacher this profession is only for female.
Hehe...maybe I can become a sensei and have fun with the children just like Teppei the picture above
My friend had found this booklet in the plane when she was flying to Melbourne.
It was like a booklet to introduce what programme or music you can watch or listen inside the plane because every seat is given a small TV. My friend saw this under the category of Japanese song and I think they used Teppei as an example for Japanese music~
Hahah...I feel like want to take a flight now just to get that booklet~!
Reeve: Woww! This boy really exactly look like Teppei! I thought he is a girl but someone told me that he is a boy! Teppei does look like a girl, however this boy named Kenji is even look more girlish than Teppei!!! UPDATED*
Hajimete itta kimi to no date ha Umi no mieru kouen Hanashitai koto aruhazu nanoni Damatta mama tokidake sugi
The first date I went with you Was at a park with a view of the ocean There must have been a lot we wanted to talk about But we just kept silent and the only thing that passed between us was time.
僕の鼓動が君に伝わりそうで 繋いでた手を 慌てて離したけど君の目を見て 思わずまた握り返した
Boku no kodou ga kimi nit tsutawari soude Tsunaideta te wo Awatete hanashita kedo kimi no me wo mite Omowazu mata nigiri kaeshita
Scared you’ll hear my heart beating, I quickly let go Of our hands, but looking at your eyes I quickly grabbed for it again.
Yagate sugiru kisetsu no nakade Kimochi surechigai hanareta hibi Wasuretakutemo wasurerare zu ni Keitai no urasyashin no naka Futari no egao mukashi no mama Boku no senaka wo oshite kimi he to hashira seta
As the seasons pass So does our feelings, and in days we spent apart I wanted to forget but I couldn’t In the picture on the back of my cell Our smiles are just like before It gave the push I need to run towards you
もう離さないよ 今までの僕とは違うから スキ 君とずっと手を繋ぎ歩きたいよ 二人足音 重ねながら 君と僕の Love Story 続く永遠に…
Mou hanasanai yo Imamade no boku to ha chigau kara Suki kimi to zutto te wo tsunagi tai yo Futari ashiato kasane nagara Kimi to boku no Love Story Tsuduku eien ni…
I won’t let you go again. I’m No longer the old me I love~ you, always. I want to hold your hands And walk together.
君に伝えたい思いは胸の中 溢れてるけど 言葉に出来ないようなもどかしさに 君をただ抱きしめてた
Kimi ni tsutaetai omoi ha mune no naka Afureteru kedo Kotoba ni dekinai youna modokashisa ni Kimi wo tada dakishimeteta
The emotions I want to tell you are inside my heart They are overflowing, but (They are overflowing, but) At the frustration of (At the frustration of) Not being able to put them into words (Not being able to put them into words) I just held you in my arms.
Kimi ga boku ni kureta egao ga Naniyori mo boku no takaramono Ryoute de tsutunnde hoho yosetara Kimi ha sukoshi hazukashisouni Me wo sorashinagara “dame” tte itta Bokuha kikoenai furi damatte kiss wo suru
The smile you gave me Is my most teasured gift When I held it between my hands, and drew our cheeks closer You showed a little embarrassment And said ‘no’ while looking away I pretended not to hear And silently kissed you
もう君のせいで 僕の目じりの皺が増えたとしても キライにならないで 僕の思いは変わらないよ 刻まれてゆく この瞬間 君と僕の Love Story 描く幸せを…
Mou kimi no seide Boku no mejiri noshiwa ga fueta to shitemo Kirai ni naranai de Boku no omoiha kawaranaiyo Kizamareteyuku kono syunkan Kimi to boku no Love Story Egaku shiawase wo…
Even if the wrinkles at the corner of my eyes increase Because of you Please don’t hate me, My feelings for you won’t change Engraving into stone is this moment Yours and mine, love story That depicts our happiness.
Moshimo boku ga saki ni hoshi ni nattemo Yozora matataite kimi terasuyo Miageta sora soko ni boku ga irukara Itsudatte kimi no koto mimamori tsudukeru kara
If I become a star before you I will twinkle in the night sky, shining on you So when you look up, I will be right there. No matter when, I’ll always protect and think of you.
もう離さないよ 今までの僕とは違うから スキ 君とずっと手を繋ぎ歩きたいよ 二人足音 重ねながら 君と僕の Love Story 続く永遠に…
Mou hanasanai yo Imamade no boku to ha chigau kara Suki kimi to zutto te wo tsunagi tai yo Futari ashiato kasane nagara Kimi to boku no Love Story Tsuduku eien ni…
I won’t let you go again. I’m No longer the old me I love~ you, always. I want to hold your hands And walk together.
Taking SPM is more exhausted than walking in a shopping mall for ten hours!
I really hope it will end as soon as possible....
Just like today, history is really difficult and I have no idea what I was writing about. I created my own history and mixed up with the true history...
Hahaha, I was suffered by looking at the question paper...
I was like...WTH should I write?
WEll, it's already over and I don't want to experience it for one more time! It's a nightmare!
It's nice to have 3 days holiday before going to take the Maths paper.... :-/
Opsss....it's suppose to be yesterday...Now is already 12am~
Now is already 3a.m something. I had planned to study with my friends at McDonald yesterday and we didn't study instead of playing. Now, I've to burn the midnight oil and I really feel dizzy and headache....
I guess i have to stop here and thanks to Teppei's voice for keeps companying me until now. I really have to stop here....and start again 3 hours later!
It's hard to go through the days without Teppei......T.T
Today is my Graduation Day and it's the last day for me to study in my school. Even so, I still have to go to school for taking SPM (major examination) for another 8 days.
Therefore, my school organized a ceremony for wishing us good luck in examination.
There were lot of teachers talking nonsense and I didn't even bother to listen. They were talking pretty much the same as usual. I was busy thinking about Teppei during that time! Hahahah~
I was thinking about Yankumi, my dream sensei because in the final episode of Gokusen 2, there are having graduation too!
Yankumi is a very young and pretty sensei~
Here is the final episode of Gokusen 2!!!
I love the part when they 5 (Teppei, Mokomichi, Jin, Kame and ???)expressing their appreciation to Yankumi!!! I feel very touching because at the beginning they were all naughty students and Yankumi taught them to be good and sacrificed a lot for them. Later on, they all realized what they doing was wrong and started to accept Yankumi and becoming good students. They've also changed their negative perspective toward teachers and start to do good things.
My eyes were filled with tears when watching Yankumi is crying alone after all the students have left. She is really good in acting!!!!
Hahaha, I feel very nervous as the SPM (Major exam for Msia students) is getting nearer. 5 days left and I feel like I can't finish reading all the books! Whatever, this song has made me feel relax and Teppei is really cute with his glasses on!
I don't understand how my moral teacher is able to become a moral teacher!
He doesn't know what he is teaching!!!
OK, he taught us not to change anything for the all the Nilai(s).
The thing that made me LOL the most is: Nilai Menghormati Hak Golongan Kurang Berupaya - Form 5 syllabus Nilai Menghormati Hak Golongan Kurang Upaya - Form 4 syllabus
Can you notice what's the difference? The difference is on the last word, "Berupaya" and "Upaya".
Our moral teacher taught us musn't add anything and it must be original.
So a girl asked the moral teacher which one should we follow.
He said it suppose to be "Upaya" and not "Berupaya". Fine.
The girl replied "But form 5 syllabus is "Berupaya" and not "Upaya".
He started to feel confuse...and told us to refer the papar that he has given to us but it's written "Berupaya". I was like WTH? Then he said "OK, follow the paper" but didn't he say "Upaya" before?
Another girl said the science class's moral teacher taught her like this which is very different with his teaching and he said "Do as I said, I've the license for marking SPM paper and bla bla bla". You must think he is a very professional teacher because he got the license for marking SPM paper, right? Think again! I've bought an exercise book that contains last year question paper and the schema for marking moral paper. It's very different with his teaching too.
Geezzz...No wonder not many people get A for moral subject. Every teacher has their own teaching. How if my paper is sent to the another state that uses another teaching? I daren't to imagine and it depends on GOD's arrangement.
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