
If I was not so stupid,
If I was not so lazy,
If I was not so sturborn,
If I put more effort,
I wouldn't have to worry about my SPM result....
If I did not play too much,
If I did not sleep too much,
If I did not dream too much,
If I was hardworking,
I could have getting good result in SPM....
If I was richer,
If I was better looking,
If I was taller,
If I was better,
I wouldn't suffering of low self-estreem....
If I was independent,
If I was wiser,
If I was well-disciplined,
If I was reliable,
I wouldn't be seen worse than my elder brother....
If I was manlier,
If I talked louder,
If I act ruder,
If I could be more fierce,
I wouldn't be teased by my uncle....
If I was friendly,
If I was talkative,
If I was good in joking,
If I could socialize with others,
I would have a lot of friends and not just being a "replacement"....
If I could speak Japanese,
If I could understand Japanese,
If I could write Japanese,
If I could understand one more language,
I wouldn't think myself good-for-nothing....
If I could speak better in English,
If I could write better in English,
If I could understand better in English,
If I could do well in English papers,
I would feel at least there's an achievement in my studies....
If I had a good father,
If I had a good listener,
If I had a good friend,
If I had someone can be trusted,
I wouldn't feel I'm being left out sometimes....
If I was a lawyer,
If I had money,
If I had fame,
If I was a young caliber lawyer,
I could have gone to Japan for vacation!
If Teppei was my friend,
If Teppei was my relative,
If Teppei was my sibling,
If Teppei was me,
This would be interesting!