If

If I was not so stupid,
If I was not so lazy,
If I was not so sturborn,
If I put more effort,

I wouldn't have to worry about my SPM result....


If I did not play too much,
If I did not sleep too much,
If I did not dream too much,
If I was hardworking,

I could have getting good result in SPM....


If I was richer,
If I was better looking,
If I was taller,
If I was better,

I wouldn't suffering of low self-estreem....


If I was independent,
If I was wiser,
If I was well-disciplined,
If I was reliable,

I wouldn't be seen worse than my elder brother....


If I was manlier,
If I talked louder,
If I act ruder,
If I could be more fierce,

I wouldn't be teased by my uncle....


If I was friendly,
If I was talkative,
If I was good in joking,
If I could socialize with others,

I would have a lot of friends and not just being a "replacement"....


If I could speak Japanese,
If I could understand Japanese,
If I could write Japanese,
If I could understand one more language,

I wouldn't think myself good-for-nothing....


If I could speak better in English,
If I could write better in English,
If I could understand better in English,
If I could do well in English papers,

I would feel at least there's an achievement in my studies....


If I had a good father,
If I had a good listener,
If I had a good friend,
If I had someone can be trusted,

I wouldn't feel I'm being left out sometimes....


If I was a lawyer,
If I had money,
If I had fame,
If I was a young caliber lawyer,

I could have gone to Japan for vacation!


If Teppei was my friend,
If Teppei was my relative,
If Teppei was my sibling,
If Teppei was me,

This would be interesting!