Sakura Flower

What else can I say?
Awesome ~

Who cares?

When we have high hope on something, it does really hurt when it didn't turn out to be just like what we hoped.

My birthday is coming which is around 18 days left. Hohoho ~ I thought we'd gonna have some good time in Genting but then it didn't turn out to be what I hoped for.

Never mind, it's not like this is the first time I spend my birthday by alone.

Well, actually I'm not being alone because Teppei is always here with me.

Some of them might be saying I'm crazy but if this could make me happier, why not?

AND who cares whether my friends are here with me or not....

Headache

Damn, even a stupid english law system book could make me feel upset for the whole day. Haiz, I've decided to buy the photostated or the semi original text book. It's very annoying to wait for others bring me to go Kinokinuya. I've waited at least a week and I can't wait anymore.

I don't know WTH I was so foolish to wait for others. Why couldn't I go by myself? A person like me will never woke up. I really feel disturbed recently when my mom telling me how my aunties mistreated her and about my dad showing black face when he had problem in his office.

Everytime these kind of problems appeared, I would put all the blame on my father's father. Gosh, I don't like him. He's just an old geezer. He rather gambled all his money and asked his sons to pay for his debt than spending those money to educate his grandchildren. How many money did he spend on educating the casino owner's grandchildren? The total was like few bangalows after years.

If not because of him, I might be studying in Japan now. If not because of him, my mom didn't have to open kindergarten with my aunties. If not because of him, my dad didn't have to work so hard and scold my mom to release the stress. If not because of him, I would probably get my original English Law system book now.

Acting Class

College life is fun ~

Today is the last day for the trial class. Our teacher has taught us many things about drama for the english literature lesson in last few weeks. As a result, all of us had to act according to the short stories that given by teacher to understand the teaching better. We were divided into 6 groups and I was arranged into Group 4.

LOL, since I'm not a very talkative type in real life so I volunteered myself to have a character that has not speaking line. Unfortunately, every character has at least one line. Then, I chose a character that has only 1 speaking line.

There were 7 people in my group. 4 of us only had one speaking line, and one was supporting role and the another one of course, was leading role. Our story title was "What the heck was that?". It's in audition which three of us were unknown actors, two directors, and a chosen actor for the movie that will be filmed in the story. My line was "I'm trying out of a dying solder" and I had to act like a fool, imagining a machine gun was on my hand and shot crazily. At last, I was shot down by nobody and showed I was suffering before I died.

LOL, although this is stupid but at least I had some fun. I really hoped to act as the director that only had one speaking line and didn't have to lie down on the floor but privilege is always given to the girls. I don't understand why all the groups were given easy roles and didn't have to do so many things. Other group members potrayed office boys/girls, travelers, patients, doctors, scientist, robot, maid and etc which they have done their job once they speak everything out.

Well, it's just my luck and a member from my group had to lie down as well ~ At least, I wasn't alone but first time acted as extra. Last time in junior high school, I was given a big role as a high ranking British officer that leads so many soldiers. My friend had to light up my cigarette and bow on me XDD

PS: look at teppei on the picture, he seems like not happy because I got such a crappy role xD

Gokusen 2

Basically, I don't understand what they are talking about. However, my very limited Japanese "brain dictionary" made me able to understand a certain part of it. You know, it's very suffer to understand this part and have no idea on the next part.

Anyway, looking at Teppei and Jin has brighten my day. Although it is night time now but my surrounding is very bright because of Teppei and Jin have lighted up the whole down!

Teppei is just too cute and Jin is too cool ~~