Face the reality

Girl, do not cry anymore. Let's face the reality together!

Very sad. I've been tried to escape from the reality for years. Finally, I chose not to escape anymore. Everytime I want to escape from the reality I will be badly injured.

My heart is wounded for countless times. I hope this might be the last time. I think it's really time for me to wake up. This is his decision. I wont push myself anymore. I wont force myself to like him anymore due to the loliness in my heart.

No matter how lonely I'm, I know God will be always with me.

God, please guide me to walk this rocky path. I don't want to be hurted by anyone anymore....