Something From My Bottom of Heart

OMG - his awesome-ness...I'm going to faint~

Just want to express my feeling~

HE IS VERY CUTE
HE IS VERY HANDSOME
HE IS VERY COOL
HE IS VERY KIND
HE IS VERY CLEVER
HE IS VERY TALENTED
HE IS VERY GENEROUS
HE IS VERY SELFLESS
HE IS VERY AWESOME
HE IS VERY BRILLIANT
HE IS VERY GOOD
HE IS VERY GREAT
HE IS VERY WONDERFUL
HE IS VERY POLITE
HE IS VERY NICE
HE IS VERY SPLENDID
HE IS VERY HARDWORKING
HE IS VERY LOYAL
HE IS VERY FAITHFUL
HE IS VERY GENTLE
HE IS VERY SOFT

HE IS VERY BEST
HE IS VERY RESPONSIBLE
HE IS VERY INDEPENDENT
HE IS VERY BEAUTIFUL
HE IS VERY HONEST
HE IS VERY SUPERB
HE IS VERY GORGOEUS
HE IS VERY MAGNIFICENT
HE IS VERY PRETTY
HE IS VERY GOOD LOOKING
HE IS VERY LOVELY
HE IS VERY OPEN-HEARTED
HE IS VERY HEARTY
HE IS VERY HIGH-MINDED
HE IS VERY SKILLFUL
HE IS VERY WISE
HE IS VERY INTELLIGENT
HE IS VERY SENSIBLE
HE IS VERY RATIONAL
HE IS VERY REASONABLE

HE IS VERY BRAVE

HE IS VERY RIGHTEOUS

HE IS VERY FASHIONABLE
HE IS VERY HUMBLE
HE IS VERY PERSONABLE

HE IS VERY ENERGETIC

HE IS VERY SEXY
HE IS VERY NOBLE
HE IS VERY PERFECT

HE...HE...HE IS TOO GOOD TO BE DESRCIBED BY WORDS~

HE IS TEPPEI KOIKE~ XD

Problems

Many problems in my life need to be settled now...

Sometimes, I really feel tired with my life. I usually feel low spirit in the morning for some reasons.

I feel like this world is very sad and lonely. Few days ago, I couldn't even sleep thinking about my father's action. I kept thinking "Why does he do this to my mom and my family?". Seeing other have good father make me wish to have one. I want a father that willings to protect me but too bad this will be always stay as a dream. I have told myself not to care about him for countless time and what he does is not my business but this is really something very difficult to do. I will feel burning heart everytime I see him treat his godson/goddaughter goodly. It's not like I want him to torture them but just please treat me equally too. Well, I don't demand for something that can't be achieved but it's hard to control my feeling though. Actually, I have already used to this. I'm 17 now and I thought I can overcome this but it's just like when you get older, the hatred gets stronger too. Oh, crap! I'm not going to say this anymore...

The second problem is I can't decide on which college is the best for me and I should go to!!! Actually, I still have plenty of time to think since I have chosen to start my college life in March but my mother is sort of forcing me to decide now because they will give RM300 discount for registration in this month. I still have few days left to make my decision!

The third problem! I've lost my trial result paper. I heard they will gonna to use this for registration. Haiz, I feel headache now....Guess I don't have choice now but call to the receptionist and ask for help.

Fifth, this is something really stupid! The inner side of me created this problem for me. Guess what? I'm afraid of ageing! I never thought I would concern about this because I used to confort many girls not to worry about ageing but now I've become just like them! I'm really afraid of reaching 40. Not only myself but my idols such as Lam Fung and Teppei! Yes, maybe it's still too early for me to think because Lam Fung is just 30 and Teppei is still young. But....I'm watching Lam Fung to grow year by year. I started to like him when he was just 21 and with a blink of eyes, he is already 30. Wow, I'm afraid to blink my eyes for the second time. Somehow, I think myself is a weird guy. A really weird guy. This problem wasn't a problem for me but why, now, it becomes a problem for me? I know this is the process of so called LIFE. Someone will be born and has to face illness and then death. Actually, I've thought an answer for why am I afraid of reaching 40...

I think it's just because I've used Teppei and Lam Fung to replace my father's position and they do give me happiness more than father does. So, I just don't want their lovely and cutie smile to fade away as human will full of lines on their face at 40. LOL...although I know this answer is very lame but I can't think of any other than this. Since I can't change anything so I think I just have to live with no regret and do something that I can do while we are still young!

LOL~ Yeah, my next goal is go to Japan and meet Teppei Koike!

WaT Christmas Greeting

Merry Christmas!

Have you planned anything on your Christmas day? If you haven't planned anything yet, I suggest you to better plan now! Christmas is just around the corner which is around 22 hours left! Hehe, guess everyone is busy with their own stuff already so I won't write a long "essay" again on today!

Let's watch WaT Christmas Greeting clip together on this wonderful Christmas eve!


They are so cute, right?

Hehehe, I assume I've received Teppei and Wentz's Christmas greeting already!

Thank You, Teppei and Wentz! :P

Merry Christmas to both of them and everyone~
Have a wonderful Christmas with your beloved one!

Christmas Concert

Last saturday, I went to Raymond Lam's Christmas concert in Genting. The concert was awesome. However, the weather was too cold. It was around 13 degree but I still enjoyed the concert. Fung looked very handsome on that day and he made the stadium full of warmth. He sang very well and full of emotions Plus, he also cracked me up by telling few jokes. Hehe...Fung is really awesome and adorable!

After the concert was over, I wandering around with my mom because we didn't book any hotel. All the hotels were fully booked. Later on, I found out Fung stayed in Highlands hotel so I rushed to Highland Hotel's lobby without hesitating. After waiting him for awhile, finally, he appeared! I saw him walking towards the lift and took the lift to 16th floor.

Haha, thanks God, I made it on time and saw him very clearly. But then, he had gone in a blink of eyes. I had nothing to do after that and luckily Fox called me at that time because she wanted to meet me. She told me that she would be waiting me at the Resort Hotel's lobby. I didn't know where was the Resort Hotel so I just followed the guidance of the signboard. Around 10 mins, I reached a hotel's lobby and I bumped into Maythong.

I felt glad to see her so I asked for her help to guide me to Resort Hotel. I was shocked when she told me I was standing at the Resort Hotel's lobby and Fox was just standing over there. I looked around and saw two girls were playing around. Fox was one of them and a girl was carrying her!!! Maythong walked to her and said "Reeve is here". I was like "HEY, DON'T CALL HER. I'M NOT READY YET!!"

But it was too late!! Fox had already seen me. Fox, Naive and her friends ran to meet me. I was very nervous when they were around me. OMG, that was my first time meeting fox. She looks better in real life and her voice is very sweet. LOL. I was very embarassing because I wasn't ready yet so I found an excuse to go to the washroom and make myself to look better.

They didn't book hotel too and she told me they would wander around same like me. I bumped into her for few times in Genting and waited Fung coming out from the hotel together for 30 mins. Too bad I had to go at 6am because I had to go back KL. All of us couldn't see fung coming out from the hotel because they left Genting at 8am. Therefore, it's still a mystery when did fung come out from the hotel...lol!

Teppei + Ema

I found this picture while I was looking something on the internet.

It brings me a good memory of Teppei and Ema while they were filming for Lovely Complex. I love this pairing very much ~

BTW, I'll be going to raymond lam's concert on tomorrow and I hope i can go to Teppei's concert one day real soon!!!

Choosing College

Cute~~

I've been busy for few days on choosing college.

I've no idea which college is the best for me. Out of the colleges, ATC and Brickfield are the best for me, in my opinion. Brickfield is more famous i guess but both colleges are top law school in malaysia.

ATC is nearer but it doesn't look like a school. It's more to a building. Plus, it's an old building. I went to a visit today and I feel satisfied overall. It's not that old inside of the building and well-equipped.

As for the Brickfield college, it's more to a school because it's huge (heard from my friends, I've never been there before). Brickfield is on the top and a college of london. Well, this is all what I heard from my friends.

BTW, Christmas is coming and I bought a nice christmas hat!

Kindergarten Teacher

Hello, everyone!

I've just finished my exam on yesterday!
I've bought a Teppei photobook to reward myself!!

A teacher in my mom's kindergarten has resigned and there is an empty place now. Kindergarten is going to reopen soon and she asked me to become a part time kindergarten teacher first if they can't find any teacher.

Shall I accept the offer?

Becoming a kindergarten sensei sure is fun but I feel like very weird. Mostly kindergarten teacher this profession is only for female.


Hehe...maybe I can become a sensei and have fun with the children just like Teppei the picture above